Today,
nothing is getting better,
but more problems arising.
It's not the problem of me alone,
but it involves more people.
It was the day which I can see the seriousness of the situation,
yet there is nothing that I could do to help them.
I'm just there to comfort them,
holding back my tears which was able to fall,
so as not to let them see that I'm crying and feel worried for me.
Cause I know they will feel more worst if they see me cry.
At that very moment,
I really hope that there is someone who is there for me,
to lend me his shoulders even it is only for one minute.
Who can let me feel more safe and secure with him around.
I feel so terrible and crying inside,
cause there is no one whom I can approach and solve this problem.
If it is possible, I will choose to pack up my luggage and move out of sg with my family to a place where it is worries-free.
Really, sometimes I have the urge to do this.
But it is when I'm willing to give up on everything and move to another place to start all over again.
It's demoralising, just plain too demoralising.
Why are things not getting any better?
When can all this problems end.....???
:'(