How many of them actually understand us, know that the situation that we are in, and the feelings that we are feeling?
They only leave all the disadvantages to us and took the benefits...
When we are in need of some one's assistance, where are they?
They would never spare a thought of us.
All they care about are themselves, all the benefits that they are getting.
They would never never know all the hard work that we did, all the efforts that we have put in, the problems that we have faced. We handle all these problems all by ourselves, but do they know it? I doubt so.
They may feel that we have gotten all these which comes by easily without having to put in the efforts. Think again.....
Sometimes I really don't know what's is in their mind-set, about what they are thinking...
I really really don't know.
But what can we do?
All we can do is to accept it, and find a solution to it.
All the burden and stress that we are carrying, i guess no one will understand it.
We think of others for the benefits they will be getting, but do they ever spare a thought of us?
Now I only wish that everything will go smoothly and successfully.........
Haiz... I'm sorry for posting such thing on the blog.
I guess posting it might make me feel better.
I really felt very down last night, and I have no one to turn to.
I don't want to tell my family, which will increase their burden and made them feel worse.
If it's not due to the family gathering last night, I don't know such things are happening, their feelings and the problem that they are facing.
I know I cannot do much, but just to lend my parents a pair of listening ears to make them feel better.
I also know that my parents are worried about my bro and me, about our life.
So now what I can do is don't make them worried anymore, be more independent on ourselves.
Last night, my mum talked to me and I cried.
I thought of last year, it was really a terrible year.
No matter it was work or studies, all of it did not turn out smoothly.
All the sadness and stress that are all kept inside me, but I do not dare to tell anyone.
Cause I do not want them to worry for me.
Now, every thing's are all over.
I guess it will be kept deep down in my memory forever, for the road that I have come to until now.
I do hope everything would go smoothly in the future. =)
I just check out the friendster's horoscope, it says:
Whatever happens around you today will feel like a drama that you simply can't control. You are right: You can't control this. But being powerless in a situation doesn't have to make you feel hopeless about that situation. Sometimes, it's a liberating feeling to know that you can't do much to change the situation. Going with the flow is pleasing to you, anyway, right now, so just do what feels good! Trying to make the day be exactly what you want it to be will only be a mammoth waste of your time.
How true.......... It's really accurate!!
The only thing to do now is to always look on the positive and bright side of life, and everything is going to be alright! =)
Take cares! :)
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